I started writing this back in 2019. If you had told me then how different my life would be now I wouldnt have believed you. I have spoken to numerous different offenders, including serial killers. Consulted with academics from the fields of criminology and psychology. Met so many people in the true crime world and had the pleasure of cataloguing a 13 year collection of letters and artwork, all of which I was allowed access to research.  I am not an expert, but I looked to the experts when it came to writing this. I hope you enjoy not only the story of the narrator, but also all the information that should hopefully start you off on those all important whys.